Awesome sky

2010-11-29T23:27:00.001-08:00

what the fuck am i doing.

2010-10-13T07:59:00.000-07:00

i hate it when someone's mad at you but doesn't tell you and gives all those snide and bitchy remarks and when you start to get that vibe and start being less chummy with that person, they suddenly become paranoid and come running back. WTF.

2010-10-09T09:24:00.000-07:00

Promos are OVER!!!
YAYEYEEEE!!!
I'm so happy, but i feel more stressed before than after... haha...
Anyway, I think God is really good! Results are all up to him. I hope I do well, but whatever the results, to God be the Glory :D

haix...
i'm feeling all mixed up inside.
I really hate fake people and shallow friendships...
I hate snide remarks and insults.
I hate people who use other people just so they don't look lonely, sad, miserable and pathetic, cos that's what you are...
You make me want to puke...

2010-08-01T04:41:00.000-07:00

GAHHH!!!

I want the Nikon D300S!!! OMGSH!!! It's so good!!!

Now I need about $3000 D:

2010-07-27T06:59:00.000-07:00

Internal conflict. That's me. I don't know if it's the fact that I'm still not used to the culture here... or maybe it is. i didn't use to be this way. i used to be contented and happy with being alone. but now, i feel so awkward and conscious whenever i'm alone):
Maybe i'm thinking too much. i mean, Jesus was like that, all alone and condemned in the world that He gave His life for... So if He can do it, I can too as i draw strength from God. YEP!

St. Margaret's

2010-07-25T03:38:00.000-07:00

Went to Speech Day on Friday. OMGSH! I really love SMSS!!! )): It really hit me how much I've grown, learned, and changed in St.Marg's in 10 years. I really treasure all the friendships and bonds forged. It's really like a family (:
One thing I'll take away is actually the School Hymn and School Song! They're both speak of our past, present, and future, but most of all, they're meaningful and speak of God's relevance in our school! I just feel so proud singing them :D

School Song

In these sound walls, a goodly learning frame
Who here abide true kindliness impart
With steadfast love, devotion firm inflame
The fire that waits in every heart

For Charity, Patience, Devotion
Let's be known
These qualities St. Margaret's shown
On which our school has grown

We learn to serve our God, our State, our School
In service free for neighbour, home and friend
So may we keep the all embracing rule
In care for all our lives to spend

When life brings pain, when trials us defy
Our faith, our hope, our discipline require
Us to withstand, respond with spirit high
St. Margaret's shall again inspire.

School Hymn

Our Father, by whose servants
Our school was built of old,
Whose hand hath crowned her children,
With blessings manifold;
For thine unfailing mercies;
Far strewn along our way;
With all who passed before us,
We praise Thy name today.

The changeful years unresting,
Their silent course have sped,
New comrades ever bringing,
In comrades' steps to tread;
And some are long forgotten,
Long spent their hopes and fears;
Safe rest they in Thy keeping,
Who changest not with years.

They reap not where they laboured,
We reap what they have sown;
Our harvest may be garnered,
By ages yet unknown;
The days of old have dowered us
With gifts beyond all praise,
Our Father, make us faithful;
To serve and love always.

Before us and beside us,
Still holden in Thy hand,
A cloud of unseen witness,
Our elder comrade stand;
One family unbroken;
We join with one acclaim,
One heart one voice uplifting,
To glorify Thy name.

I'll remember all the tears and laughter and the moments in which the way we behave make us truly and uniquely St.Marg's girls. I'll remember the sweat and tears in track in SMPS, all the childish quarrels, the cold jokes, the lame nicknames, the hot afternoons spent in Mt. Emily Park, the slides, see-saws, the trainings, the huge spiders, the weeds which we had to pluck, the red seeds picked and kept, the hill which we climbed everyday, the same hill which we jogged down talking about Runescape and the sprints up and around, the potato and sausage, the drink-stall auntie, Ms Low, laoshis and so many others!!!
In SMSS, all the a-little-bit-more mature conversations, the still-childish talks about each others crushes, the teacher dramas, the weird encounters with bunks and butches, the after-school mingling and sometimes gossiping, the jamming sessions, the awkward and accidental encounters with seniors, the letter-writings (!!!), the general dislike for auntie phyllis, the love for cheese tofu (!!!), the trips to cluny park, madrina pizza (!!!), lame pranks and tears, the late-night study dates, bullying junior prefects and intimidating them with our oh-so-scary glares, the chinese lessons and movies, sly and sarcastic remarks, the non-existent singing, the cute and funny teachers, the stern teachers, my history group, my seat at the back of the class in sec3, the class gatherings and the oh-so-successful lighting of charcoal at the BBQs, the cam-whoring, the quiet of the mornings, the scramble before tests and whines after them, the day we all went home cos the pipe was busted, the movie dates, how we'll laugh at anything, aHHH there's so many things I'll miss!!! It's like we're all connected and all the same, yet so different! I guess what I'll miss most is the comfort and love )):

just at an end, with more string on the way...

2010-06-25T05:29:00.000-07:00

Hey(: I know it's been a real roller coaster ride for us. We're both intense in some ways and in other ways, just plain retarded. I'd be lying if I said I didn't think of you since it all happened. As much as I tried to deny it, most of my unforgettable memories and good times in St.Marg's was spent with you. You were the only one in many years that I actually felt a connection with. I really felt I had a bestfriend in you. She didn't even come close to measuring up, but you did. I don't know if you believe me, but those times that we did simple things such as walking to the bustop from starbucks at night in the middle of the road or even just talking about things, they really had an impact on me. For once I felt there was someone I could open up more to.
Then things happened. I don't know specifically, but I think it all happened when she and I patched things up. I'm sorry if you felt insecure in any way or hurt if I'd neglected you, it felt as if you weren't happy that she and I were friends again.
Then Pattawan came back, and you started telling me all the plans and stuff you and her were going to do together like go to the same JC and stuff, - things you'd say you'd do with me, and I was hurt. Then I heard about what you told her (the first "her") behind my back when she and I weren't talking, and I felt as if I was stabbed in the back. So I pulled the wall back up between us and shut you out. I was so mad, I couldn't believe you'd do that to me.
But now, it's all over. Thanks for doing what you did. That was brave and kind of you. In many ways, I look up to you. I'm sorry for all the times I've been cold to you. I'm sorry for the times I've listen to others instead of hearing your side of the story. I'm sorry for dumping you for other friends like Dorcas and Joyce. I'm sorry for hurting you the way I did, I had no right. I'm sorry for the times I didn't tell you how much I appreciated you. I'm sorry for the times I didn't tell you you made a difference in my life. I'm sorry it turned out like this.
And yes, I hope we can still be friends and put all the shit behind us...

Best Friends.

2010-06-24T07:23:00.001-07:00

I want a proper best friend. Someone that knows me inside out and who I can confide in. Someone who will be there for me and who I will be there for. Someone who's not fake but genuine and not superficial. Someone who will scold me when I'm wrong and will laugh and cry with me when I'm happy or sad. Someone who will make time and effort for me. I don't think that's much to ask right? I mean, all these things are what friends do. So why is it so hard? Why is life so hard? Why do I have to keep accomodating others and their feelings? Hardly anyone who calls themselves my best friend ever does that for me. Just because I'm at home all day doesn't mean I don't have a life. Maybe it means I enjoy being at home and with my family? And I'm not home all day at all, I do hang out with friends - at least those who care enough. So those who don't care can just get out of my life and stop being so melodramatic.

Just you...

2010-06-20T23:22:00.000-07:00

I think it's me. Really. Or is it just you? Omgsh I don't know. Like, what's with all the sly bitching and snide remarks on facebook? It's fine if you're so bored with life that you have to read my wall for your miserable entertainment but do you really have to comment and add all your lame remarks and "jokes"? I don't give a damn about your two-cents worth...Do you not have anything to do with life? After a while, it's just not funny anymore. I can't believe that after everything, you're still the same. People never change, do they? You're still so self-obsessed and sadistic after everything the 4 of us went through. I think they only reason you're doing this to me is because I'm the only one who doesn't give a shit about you and your woes but yet I'm also the only one you can depend on when you need help. So that's why you're so two-faced and hypocritical. What, just because you keep emphasising to everyone about your family and parents in particular, you think people will sympathise with you? It gets really old... Now I'm not even sure if what you claim is even true! And I'm not pining for your worthless attention. All you care is yourself. When I want to hang out, you make up crappy excuses and go off with your other best friend to study at starbucks. I don't even consider you a good friend. You're not even NEAR "friend". You probably don't even know the meaning of the word. You're just funny. That's all. And when you don't have anyone to go with you look for me? Dream on. I'm not going to be at your beck and call. Looking back at it now, I really regret being your friend again. You're not worth it. Just carry on doing what you're doing and you'll soon realise that at the end of it all, you'll have no one at your side, because whether you like it or not, people can actually see behind those eyelashes, cute poses and smiles. You're plain plastic and like my brother says, you're just an attention-seeker. There's nothing real in you... Maybe there is, but I'm not going to wait around for it because I don't think the real you is going to materialise anytime soon.

2010-04-01T05:23:00.000-07:00

HAHA!
I realise I haven't been posting hehe(:
So here's a quick update.
1. Got into ACJC
2. Igagasi ROCKS!!!
3. Class is 1SC3 (subject combi is BCME)
4. Classmates rock! Jovine, Juliana, Judith, Janine and many many more hehe(:
5. Got into Hockey(: got a really cool stick! hehe(:
6. Juliana and I have the same 2 eye candies, but one of them is too short for her but just nice for me so she can't have him (but that doesn't mean I'm short kay!!!) HAHA
7. Had BBQ with 4E4!!! Made friends with some really funny, lame and nice ITE guys and Girl(:
8. Had 1SC3 BBQ. Epic failure...
9. Daniel's birthday party cum OG outing. Epic failure...
10. Fun-o-rama!

Anyway... I've learnt a lot in these 3 months...
Friends... I've learnt which of them don't give a shit and which of them care with their hearts.
Seriously, I hate people who expect others to make the first move and always want to be on the receiving end... I mean, of course I do that, but with people I'm not close to. but if we're so close, it means you matter to me or else i won't give a shit. so is it so hard to pick up the phone or text me to ask me out? why do i always have to be the one who makes the effort and get turned down because of your lame and groundless excuses? And when you DO ask me out, it's because you need me to accompany you or no one else is free. but when i can't make it, you make such a big hoo-ha about it and say that i always don't have time for you. grow up. one day, you're gonna wake up and realise that there's no one else at your side. you don't treat friends as disposables and chuck them aside and used them as and when you want...
Maybe that's why i don't want to care anymore. Because it hurts. It hurts so bad to be the one who always gets rejected for your other "friends" when i've always been by your side.
Maybe it's good we're apart. I can start over...

2010-01-13T15:36:00.000-08:00

Oh gosh...
Got back O's results on Monday...
Just submitted the JAE application...AAHHH!!!
NONO!!! Trust God. It was so divine that on Tuesday, I was so nervous about wanting to take the safer path that I just looked at the physical angles. I was set on it. I wanted the other path, but I figured it was too risky. But on Tuesday night, I went to Pastor Lawrence Khong's exposition on the book of Romans and surprisingly and devastatingly divine and a little bit eerie, the lesson's title was "Faith to Faith"!
Nearing the end, he prayed for faith and while he did that, Mummy was like looking at me with the "I told you so" espression. haha! So I guess God was trying to tell me to TRUST him and not to focus on the things of this world but on the supernatural things that God wants to bless me with! So, whatever the consequences, I will trust God because He will make my path straight! ((:
I love mummy!!! She has always been there for me, tolerating my nonsense and still loving me despite the times that I snapped at her. Me and my temper... I'm sorry Mummy)): I'll try to change!!! hehe((: Thank You Lord for MUMMY!!!

chocolate chip cookies!!!

2009-12-12T06:23:00.000-08:00

hahas...
haven't blogged for a while, hehe(:
hmm...
haven been slacking a lot recently...
i have been loner-ish, occasionally going to lunch with Sindhya and a camp with others.
the camp sucked... for ONCE i was ENTHU, but the rest had to burst my bubble and was being irritating... haix. Even a vvvvvoman in her thirties can act like a selfish jc-er or poly-er, claiming all the credit or just ordering others around when she herself was off to play with some baby...
ironic eh? sometimes peoples' age don't correspond with their behavior...
haix.
Oh! for once, i painted my nails BLACK!!! gosh, i got the weirdest feeling just looking at BLACK nails on MY FINGERS! wooots! hahas(: the whole dorm smelt like a manicure parlour (how to spell?)... all thanks to valerie(!) hahas(: it was a cool experience that motivated the purchase of my VERY OWN BLACK nail polish! cheers!
hmmm... decided to bake cookies, but they all turned out either over-baked or under-baked)): not surprising coming from someone who flunked f&n... so somehow inspired by my lousy baking, koko decided to bake cookies too (copy cat!) and his turned out NICER than mine!!! GASSSPPPP!!! A guy did better than me in F&N??? haha. he even proudly reminded me of his A1 in f&n. whatever lo! i'll just eat all of his yummy cookies! hehes((:
oknk...goodnight everybody! (:

2009-11-07T07:30:00.000-08:00

Went to cut my hair today!!! ((:
it feels more manageable now! yippeee!
When i was at the hairdresser's,
i picked up a magazine, flipped randomly
and came to this article about fake friends.
hah!
so it was about all these one-sided friendships that
made me go "YahYAHHHH!!! she was like that man!"
lols(:
so now, i'm gonna put all the rubbish into the bin
and walk away! (:
another chapter of my life is gonna begin, so i'm not gonna
let things of the past get in the way((:

Pot calling the kettle black

2009-11-06T07:18:00.000-08:00

yoyo! Os are almost OVER!!!
hehes((:
Only MT paper 1&2, Bio and Chem paper 1! ((:
I cannot wait! ((: teehhee! (:
hm... Don't know what i should do after Os...
Work? Play? Study? boo. i hate indecision....
Went to Penin today. Funfun!

haix. this is the last post i'm gonna write about you.
after that, you're just not worth it to me any longer.
so anyway, i don't know what is it that you're trying to prove...
with all your shit and all, it all just proves my point that you're just plain shallow and insecure. i guess if you don't know that friendship is a two- way thing, all your friendships will just end up the same way- shallow, superficial and just pitiful. i'm glad it's all ending. i just wanna start afresh, without you.

It won't ever be the same

2009-08-28T05:55:00.001-07:00

I seriously hate drama...
Today didn't go well...
I mean, you're just so complicated... You just keep chirping and I just guess I'll never know when you really mean what you say... Like, what's your point?...
It's just the vibe I keep getting... Like you're purposely doing what you do to hurt me. It just confirms the impression I have that you're a coward. You don't dare to come out and tell me what the hell is wrong with you or us, but you use these cheap methods to help you let off some steam. If you think I'm cold, then ask yourself why I can get along just fine with other people who are just as close to me as you... It's just something that you have to figure out yourself. What I feel is that you have a self-pity mentality... Like you whine that others are just so mean and cold towards you and that you don't know what's wrong with them and what's their problem, but you never stop to think that maybe you're the one who just reads too deep into every single action and make a drama out of it. It's not as if I started labellling. you were the one who labelled it. I never felt that way from the start... You were just a friend. what. you don't care about me? Like hell I care about you. and I'm selfish because I didn't do ___?. okaayy... So now a friend is rated on how much she gives materially? she's rated on her reponses to your pointless comments and remarks? she's rated on how much she goes out with you? She's rated on how much she changes because of you? I feel like I'm losing who I am. I feel like I was never like this. I never saw things in this perspective. maybe it's time to stop.

Yesterday, Sam came to my class during recess and we just started talking about life and all the drama and just the latest stuff going on. And in the middle of it all, i started to realise that this is how it used to be. When life was less drama and more carefree. I really miss Sam. We seriously had lots in common and everything was just so comfortable. Now, it's like i feel so tense and jittery half the time. It shouldn't be this way...

You don't know what you want...

2009-08-21T21:47:00.000-07:00

i'm tired. like seriously, mentally exhausted...
it's just like a never-ending race. i know the end is near, but i just can't see it.
it gets harder with every step.
i forget. i just can't seem to remember. maybe forgetting is good.
i'll just forget eveything.

i don't understand.
everyday is a new day with you.
i feel like i have to be sensitive of your moods and feelings.
it's like i'm stepping on eggshells around you.
i feel like you expect me to centre my life around you.
things like shifting a table makes me think of all the 'politics',
wondering how you'd react or think.
i feel like you expect everyone else to make the first move.
maybe it's to give you a sense of security to know that you're wanted.
and you wonder why she hasn't called you in weeks.
she's probably tired of always making the first move and waiting for you
to take the initiative... just think about it.

you don't like it when i hang out with other people.
my life doesn't revolve around you.
and yet you can hang out with her. and you obviously know i don't like her.
and you say nothing's going on.
so i'm supposed to come running back and wrap myself around
whatever you want?

you say you don't feel as if you can trust other people or there isn't anyone who understands you.
but don't you stop to think that maybe it's just that you don't open up?
maybe you're just building an invisible wall that you expect people to break through.
and when they don't, you're peeved because you feel no one is capable of understanding what you're going through.

put on a fake smile, a fake act. when're you going to let people in?
it's just sad you think too much.
it's sad that you wallow in self-pity and feel miserable, -and that's all you do.
and yet, when she worries for you, you get pissed at her for interfering.
you don't know what you want...

Life's a freak show

2009-08-03T03:18:00.000-07:00

hahas(: yeah...
I mean, no matter what, there'll always be ups and downs.
I guess God is trying to teach me to love people...
But it's really hard.
I mean, I don't expect people to love me, so I don't love 'em.
hahas(:

BUUTTT,...
I'm really starting to really LOVE 4e4!!! ((:
I mean, you can be excessively high and everyone else will be high with you
and there's no such thing as being 'pai-seh'!
it's such a comfortable environment!!! ((:
Today, Jane was suddenly high!
It's such a big difference from last year where she was as quiet as a mouse...
It was really funny!
I'm seriously going to miss 4e4 :(
like, when everyone is getting closer, we all have to part :(
damn... :(

Aiyooo...
I told myself that I would'nt touch the computer...
WHAT AM I DOING?!?!

toodles!!!~

2009-07-24T08:18:00.000-07:00

Once again, I feel like a tissue paper... it seriously sucks.
I'm not dispensible man...
I'm like the rebound man...
What the heck.
I mean, I'm human right? I feel these things too.
After trying to make it work, I felt it was doing something good,
but after she came back, I feel like you're saying " okay thanks JacQ, you can go now, byebye! "
Why is the world full of such people? grr...
JacQ, learn to forgive...
Maybe it's God's way of drawing me back to him... or so says Mummy...
I love that woman. haix.
but yeah...
it's happened before, God made my physical world crash and die, just so that I would realise how much I need Him in my life. I just wish I would stop straying. 'Cos the coming back is always hard and confusing.
I love Sarah Teng man!!! ((:
After getting back my bio revision test 2 paper that day, I was feeling kind of stressed because my marks keep fluctuating... So she told me to just leave it all to God, and she passed me this sermon disc the very next day((:
hehe((: THANK YOU!!!
I want my soul to sing to Him. It somehow is distracted by the world. I'm losing myself. I'm slipping further and further away from who I used to me. I want to be like how I used to be. Why did I have to change?

My Soul Sings- Delirious
Open my eyes and see
the wonderful mystery of love
falling into you
and drawn to the gravity of love

we're standing still
in a moment of eternity
where worlds collide
and i feel the breath of heaven over me

my soul sings
my soul sings
my soul sings
how i love you x2

open my eyes and see
the wonderful mystery of love
i start and end with you
i'm drawn to the gravity of love

The Stand- Hillsongs
you stood before creation
eternity in your hand
you spoke the earth into motion
my soul now to stand

you stood before my failure
carried the cross for my shame
my sin weighed upon your shoulders
my soul now to stand

so what could i say
what could i do
but offer this heart oh God
completely to you

so i'll walk upon salvation
your spirit alive in me
this life to declare your promise
my soul now to stand

so what could i say
what could i do
but i offer this heart oh God
completely to you x2

so i'll stand
with arms high and heart abandoned
in awe of the one who gave it all
so i'll stand
my soul Lord to you surrendered
all i am is yours x5

so what could i say
what could i do
but offer this heart oh God
completely to you

BOO

2009-07-13T05:47:00.000-07:00

Hellos people!!!
I actually typed outmy entry on microsoft word 2007, but it can't seem to get pasted here -.-"... tsktsk...
so, i'll just type out the more "important" stuff...
today, Mummy woke up really early!!! which is really surprising cos she's kinda like a sleepyhead((: then she came to my room and reminded me to remember to put money in my wallet and to remember to take my ez-link card and all... so sweet right?! hhahas(: then i showed her how i change into my uniform without stripping off my shirt, and for some reason, she found that hilarious!!! HAHA! i love my Mummy eaehhh... <3

the book "Down River" by John Hart is really good but sad!!! (: it's about this guy, Adam, whose stepmother testified that she saw him killing some guy... but during court, they couldn't find any evidence so he was found 'not-guilty',but for some reason, his father believed his wife and not his son and then he kinda kicked Adam out of the house!!! :( so sad right?! haiz...
go read it!!! it's available at the school library!!! ((:
the school library has been getting new books reccently... and the books are really good! BRAVO school library!!!

today in english, Mdm Suhana showed the show "Jane Erye"... EWW!!! the stroy is okayy... but the kissing scenes between Jane Erye and Edward Rochester was just plain... WRONG!!! eeehhh... they should have picked more compatable casts... Uugeh,... but they show is still nice oknk!!! go watch the one on youtube!!!((:

HELLOS

2009-07-12T02:54:00.000-07:00

Hello WORLD!!!
It's been what, a couple of years since I had a blog?
hehe(:
Let's hope this one doesn't die a slow death like the others did... :O
LOLS!OKNK!
I had this sudden urge to get a blog... S0 here I am, Blogging! :P

Hm...
Today, I went to church with Mummy and Daddy...
It was quite funny...
When the sermon started, Pastor Khong started to talk about something, so I think my mental clock decided it was sleep time(!), so I went to sleeep ((: hehe(: -.-" I vaguely recall Mummy nudging me awake, but I guess I ignored her :O hahs((: and went back to sleep((: (I know it's not good to sleep during sermon, but as they say, the spirit is willing but the flesh is weak! ((: ) then suddenly my head lunged forward ( cos it was doing that nodding thing) so obviously I HAD to wake up... and guess what? Pastor hadn't even started on his usual 3-points after preaching for FORTY MINUTES!!! and he actually started preaching about 5mins after i woke up! Ain't God's timing GREAT?! ((: hehe(: so I listened to the sermon, and it was about drawing the line. It was really "enlightening" (: cos like nowadays, many of us do things that conform to the expectations of this world even if it's not right. The 3 points were...
(1) Please GOD and not MEN
In Daniel3, king Nebuchadnezzar threw the 3 Jews Shadrach, Mashach and Abednego into the furnace cos they refused to bow down to his statue. This shows that even though they were commanded by the most powerful man on Earth at that time, they chose to please God and not bow to any other gods or thing. WOW!!! Cool right? we are accountable to GOD, not man!!!
(2)Personal knowledge of God's greatness and goodness
in verse 17,they said to KingNeb,"if we are thrown into the blazing furnace, the God we serve is able to save us from it, and he will rescueus from your hand, O king." And true enough, God REALLY DID save them!!! They knew full well that God would do something to save them. It's amazing to think that he guards who threw them into the furnace were burnt to death, but they were place INSIDE the furnace (which was heated 7 more times than it should have been heated) escaped unharmed and unscathed!!! :O
(3)Paying the price for OBEDIENCE
the 3 Jews were perpared for the slight possibility that God would not save them. but they still refused to bow to that statue. They had the "If I die, I die" mentality. and God rewarded their obedience!!! ((; Matthew 16:25-26 says "For whoever wants to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for me will gain it. What good will it be for a man if he gains the whole world , yet forfeits his soul?"

God is so AWESOME!!! (:
hehe(:
oh, by the way, the tagboard entry>>>> about me not needing comfort was because in the original blogskin template, the 'title' for the tagboard was " i need some comfort" then i decided to change it to "i need some sleep" hehe(: in case y'all were wondering why there's a sudden comment about me and comfort... hehe(:

GaHHH!!!
Harry Potter and the half-blood prince is coming out NEXT THURSDAY!!! OH MY GOSH!!!
hehe((: I managed to sweet-talk my brother into going with me... hehe(: he refused to "da-gou-gou" (the locking of the pinkies signalling a promise) with me though.... but he said oknk. i hope we go!!! ((:

FEAR
oh what I would do to have
the kind of faith it takes to
climb out of this boat I'm in
onto the crashing waves
to step out of my comfort zone
into the realm of the unknown where Jesus is
and he's holding out his hand

but the waves are calling out my name and they laugh at me
reminding me of all the times i tried before and failed
the waves they keep on telling me
time and time again boy
you'll never win
you'll never win
you'll never win

oh what i would do to have
the kind of strength it takes to stand before a giant
with just a sling and a stone
surrounded by the sound of a thousand warriors
shaking in their armour
wishing they'd had the strength to stand

and the giant's calling out my name and he laughs at me
reminding me of all the times I treid before and failed
the giants keeps on telling me
time and time again boy
you'll never win
you'll never win
you'll never win

but the stone was just they right size
to take the giant down
and the waves don't seem so high
when I'm standing on top of them looking down
I would soar with the wings of eagles'
if i could just ignore the sound
of the waves and the giants
of the waves and the giants in my mind

Lord, you've not given me
a spirit of fear
but of power and of love
and of sound mind
so from now on i won't let the tempter's lies
turn my eyes away from the prize
that you have set before me
that you have set before me

this song is just so nice!!!
Right? RIGHT???!!! AMEN! hehe(: